Well today is certainly a day of something spectacular. Not for me, because of pivital change or a new direction, but for the sense of a direction.
After returning home from an exersion into town, I found myself mesmerized by the light in the clouds and how sweet and peaceful it was, and at that very moment it dawned in my mind, "ohh...so it will happen, it did happen, it just happened..."
What happened? The feeling that everything will come into place and with some 'time' or maybe just a fading of memory and the inclusion of some new feelings, everythings that is in the past will fade away.
Now I'v known this for a long time, ever since I looked up in the nightsky and saw the stars. But it is different now, it isn't knowledge, it became applicable, sustanable and I became...well whole again.
Heh, now that wasn't all that made today great, I also got new Playing Cards so my magic can continue!!